Wednesday, 3 June 2015

My falling out with Fallout 3


Now that the Fallout 4 circus is officially (well, almost) in town, I thought this would be a good time to tell you about my experience with the series.
Up until about a year ago, I was yet to delve into the realm of deep and proper RPGs. Obviously I’d heard a lot about the wonders of the genre throughout the years, how immersive they could be and also about the ridiculously long hours people were putting into them. Having mostly grown up playing more action/ adventure and racing games (and, you know, being a kid), it was hard for me to understand how people had the “patience” – a term I can now happily laugh at when talking about RPGs – to get dozens or even hundreds of hours from some games.

«It was hard for me to understand
 how people had the "patience" (...) to get dozens 
or even hundreds of hours from some games»

            Then one day, in 2014 (I must now redirect you towards my brief blog’s introduction/ description), I spotted a brand new copy of Fallout 3 in a store at a bargain 4€ and just had to give it a go. I’d always known Fallout 3 to be one of the most famous and reportedly best RPGs ever, both from all the reviews and articles on the internet and from my brother’s praises of the game since he’d played it a few years ago on PC. I was promised an excellent storyline, addictive gameplay and immense depth. As I would eventually realize, the universe had not mistaken me at all.

The game didn’t enter my PS3 system as soon as I got it. My somewhat narrow horizons on RPG gaming at the time required a short period of psychological preparation before I jumped into it, knowing that otherwise I could misinterpret the experience and get stuck with the wrong impression. Once that was over though, it was a pivotal moment in my gaming life. A few hours in, I realized I wasn’t just playing another title which would entertain me for a few weeks and then be a simple part of my collection; this was much deeper than that. 

«A few hours in, I realized 
I wasn’t just playing another title 
which would entertain me for a few weeks»

Yes, it took a while to get used to the mechanics, all the stats, leveling up, perks and whatnot since I was used to the frantic action of series such as GTA, Uncharted and many other fast-paced games. But man oh man, did it pay off. The satisfaction of exploring the map and discovering the next unexpected and fascinating spot, person, being or quest was something special even early on. I had actually drifted so far away from the main quest that I ended up accidentally finishing one of the biggest future quests.


Then why the falling out?

Fun fact: you know how I said I was a late comer to the seventh console generation because I only bought a PS3 in 2013? I’m now on my second system since. Why? The first one's HDD started making my gaming life hell and then the whole thing started having heat strokes for no apparent reason. Yes, I had backed up my data since the problems started but I still wasn’t prepared for it to crash on me completely. The result concerning Fallout 3? When it finally died on me, it automatically formatted and I lost about 10 hours of progress. 10 truly irreplaceable, unforgettable, story-packed hours of some of the most unexpected and tailor-made moments I’ve ever experienced in a game of any genre. I don’t think I’ll have it in me any time soon to go back to where I was before that and carry on like nothing happened. If it were another, maybe more linear and predictable title, it could maybe just be down to a question of patience and grinding through it all again. Not this, though. I know I’ll never have those same 10 hours back and continuing the same save any other way somehow feels like “cheating”.

 «I don’t think I’ll have it in me 
any time soon to go back to
where I was before that
 and carry on like nothing happened»


So, this is my sad Fallout story so far. Do you have any traumatic experiences concerning the Fallout series? Tell me all about them in the comments. Meanwhile, I’ll leave you with a typical That Last-Gen Gamer message:

Despite what happened, please don’t spoil this 7 year old game’s ending for me and I only ask of you to enjoy Fallout 4 in mesmerized silence.




Boris

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